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{March 11, 2010}   Sleep

I have no idea why im sleeping so much. Yet again it is 2.16pm and im just awake. I fell asleep around 3.30am so thats ALOT of hours of sleep. Im just wondering if its the mix of my cipralex and amoxicillin that im on for my cough. New medications do tend to make me very sleepy.

I got a  letter through this morning for another medical assessment for my ESA next Thursday. I dont know why i need another one straight after getting the results of my previous one. Mibbe they think it was a fluke and need to prove i really am a mentalist. I struggle to deal with things such as bills and dinners etc. Bills come through and i throw them in a drawer and not bother with them. As for dinners well at the moment im eating constantly and its not meals its just picking at biscuits, chocolate, cereal and toast. My parents made me my dinner yesterday and it was nice.

Im spending most of my week watching over my little puppy. People say she looks big in the photos but when you see her against something like the tennis ball she soooo loves to play with with me, the tennis ball is the size of her head and people then realise how tiny she actually is. I wonder what mischief shes getting up to today. She suits me perfectly as me and her will get up to alot of mischief together im sure. Im going to bring her bed down today if i remember and get the house all tidy. Iv got a washing on at the moment.

I have my taekwondo grading coming up on the 28th of march so thats another £40 im going to have to find. So much money to put out at the end of this month and i dont think im going to manage it because i have my road tax too.

Well its nearly 2.30pm and i suppose i better get up and get dressed and go see my puppy.

xxx



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